hahahahaha oh oh. de 8th day of chinese new year than i blog. wahahahahaha. oh yeah i m a busy little lady. happily accompany my darling knight every day. going to school facing fuck up teacher who think they r that clever. doing home work. sleeping eating shitting bathing walking excercising. wahahahaha. happy la. but than work load is alot. is pilling up. two more weeks to assesment oh man. help!!! hahahaha none of de work is down yet. =( still lazying! =S hahahaha. 12:54 AM

yeah came back home from the stupid bo liao bazzar. but than i got to see quite alot of friend. but than now i feel so terrible. de day before actually i wanted to blog but than my net got cut off. i feeling more n more terrible. that day when i was in the bus on my way to louis house. de day before valentine day. i cried. cause don't know y suddenly there is image of me n my louis old. n he is still telling me how cute n pretty i m. even though i tell him my face is full of wrinkles n my hand is rough. he still pat my head like usual. n de image is that i m going to leave the world soon. n de last thing he did is that he sing the song "love of mine someday u will die ........" into my ears when he finish his song i close my eyes. i cried. tears flow down. i just felt every thing seems so real. i think every one in bus is looking at me. i don't know whether i have imagination that is too wild or what. but i hope this will happen. i m not saying for the sake of saying. i wanted to tell louis but than i just don't know how to say. seems weird. 11:53 PM

hohohoho. really is a no no. long time since i update this blog. i m lazy la. just simply like normal. now using de net as usual but than missing my louis. oh dear. hahahaha. he is outside watch soccer. hahahaha. hmmm louis sorry for throwing my nasty temper today. u blow up today le. =( qiqi very sorry ok? your smile make me wanna cry. thanks for wipping away my tears so gently n kissing my cheek so gently.

i always love how louis touch my hand so gently with the big hand of his
i always love how louis touch my head like i m little girl
i always love how louis stroke my hair gently with his finger
i always love how louis hug me like a precious little baby in his arms
i always love how louis kiss me like i m de only one in your eyes
i always love how louis will tell me to be careful on my way
i always love how louis look when he is shy
i always love how louis smile which look so damn charming to me
i always love how louis being retarded even though i got shock most of the time (hahaha)
i always love my dearest louis! =D 1:07 AM